Project n Project

We just discussed about trip / gathering 2 days ago and Cherating was chosen after several consideration. Mr.Viveg has told me that bus will be provided. Wow…sounds so nice. And the date will on Hari Raya Holiday. Yeah, around the week of 21st September, 2 months from now. At least we have enough time to prepare proposal and booking the place before its fully-booked.

Another trip had been decided yesterday. Last minutes trip basically, yesterday just announced and the trip itself is today in Genting Highland. So suddently…. Yeah, it is and only 5 people joined because most of them  did not know about this plan.

At the same time, I have duty today, as usual, almost every Saturday in duty roster, I will put my name on duty, especially if I am the one who prepare duty roster. Hehehehe…that because I don’t want to prepare duty roster at home, the internet so slow, and I feel better if I spend my weekend at campus. If I stay at home, I will always think to hang out, go shopping centre, or anywhere. Basically, home make me so boriiiiing.

Finish duty until 1 pm, continue handling new project. Hmm..I didn’t realize one thing because actually today is Info Day and we have to face new project, project, and project. Ghosting 19 laptops, preparing staff PCs, and a lot of more things have to be done by this week. Sounds so motivated. Yes, at least have things to do rather than just do normal duty.

Tomorrow which is Sunday, another Info Day, double-claim…hehehehehe. But quite number of task as well. Create new staff image for different model of PCs, label the PCs and its descriptions, continue ghost new laptop, prepare duty roster and send it before 8 pm. Hufffff…..

Hope it will be a good day

Sensitifity

I dunno why in this few days, I become so sensitive. I lose my trust to most of people around me. Seems like I was being alone, walk in the crowded, stand my own legs pretend like strong person, but actually I want to cry. Hiks…hiks…hiks. I cant even move from this road to another road to look for any space for me to hide myself behind a big tree.

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Last Task’s Deadline

In ending time of TA attachment programme, I expected that everything can be done smoothly. Hahahhaha…that was in my expectation. But the real one???? So many hand involve in this case. When everything is in the last minutes, democratic leadership is still being used. Thats funny then.

Anyway, I dont care, I am not involve, none of my business. Waw…sounds so selfish. Y not? They dont want me to involve….Hahahhaha….For what I have to make my busy with something that even those people dont trust me or dont want me to be there. Hmmm..lets just focus to my part. But too bad, I was starting it but I cant finish it.

Never mind, better if I focus on my next coming event which more interesting. Project…project…project….

Welcome to new project!!!

He Who Proud of Himself

He was and he is one of subject that paid my attention in these days. He supposed to be special? Hmmm…perhaps. Can be called special or unique? I dunno and even him dunno as well. He is not even thinking and realise that he is kind of person who proud of himself.

If look at deeper about him in different angles, I could see 2 stark contrast personality there. I like himself in the pass. He who I dunno much about him yet. And if ask to choose, I prefer to stay in past, become his secret admirer, and pay over attention only for him. The most interesting part was he wouldn’t know about it. Yes, he wont know coz he doesn’t have deep feeling about something. If you want him to know, you have to tell him, but again, it doesn’t mean that he will understand as crystal clear. He will ask again, again, and again.

Sometimes, he will make conversation become more difficult just becoz his questions. And if really you want to continue, it will never end. The way of that conversation will become more serious until beyond you control. The topic will become wider horizontally without any conclusion unless to decide to say ‘OK. I am loss’. But sometimes, he could be so blank and blur. Dunno what wanna talk about and will start asking you to start conversation or he will just leave you without saying any single word. Thats from 1 angle of my observation.

About from another angle, I always think that he is the one who I knew in the past. Without knowing him much, I force myself and even him to be someone else.

TO BE CONTINUED….

Last Moment of TA Attachment Programme

Cihuuuuiiiiiiiii…. TA attachment programme almost finish already. This week is the last week. Finally, I do not need to prepare trainee duty roster already which make me always headache in weekend. Now, I can sleep during weekend without worring whether I have to finish the task or not, no need to scared if internet at home down , and no need to disturb Buntaran in Sunday night because wanna borrow the internet access, and so many things.

All the pressure, stress, and business regarding trainee is almost over. After this, I just need to prepare my documenter movie as my last gift for them which I have done yet. Just need to be patient for max 2 weeks.

According to schedule, next 2 weeks, trainees who selected as TA will join as in normal duty. They will and have to help us of course. Getting new comers in our boring team, at least it can help the remaining of us to carry the boring duty that everyday have to be faced. But there is bad thing, I scared no female will be in for this time means I wont have new generation

Hmmmmm…anyway, out from this programme, now I can more focus for my Admin things which almost 2 months, I was not focusing into. I can prepare for my ISO documentation during mid year maintenance already. I can make all the lists of my plan comes true and trying to be perfect See how it will be

Additional Class

In this semester, I got 5 subjects already. Everyday got classes till evening. Only on Friday have 1 class. But now, got extra networking class called CCNA class. Every day except on Wednesday because we have TA General Meeting on that time. I already sacrifice my teakwondo for this class, because it says ‘compulsory’.

In one side, I was happy so at least I got reason to be absent in taekwondo training. But in one side, I mist to attend training. Somemore, end of this month there will be a competition in other college but sadly, I will not be joining.

This extra class is very good especailly for future development, but unfortunately, th trainer who teach us is having problem with his English. He could transfer the knowledge and information well. In class, he just read the slides and talk something that I could not understand at all. What I know about the topic basically are what I have learned before from Bairie’s Networking Class, and Kok How’s Class during Trainee Training Class. So bad, I can not use this chance to learn more.

Impact of Tragedy 2nd June 2009

After the tragedy on 2nd June 2009, a lot of problem suddenly occur. No one inform me about mistake that I have done. No one ask me what I have done but I feel their thinking of me. Too bad and so sad….

Yes, physically, I dont have any problem in my face, I walk same as nothing happened, I do my routinitas as usual, but actually my mental is totally influenced by that case. Anywhere and anytime, I always thinking what I have done. I want to find the solutions to not repeat this things happened again. But how????

Whatever, I will do as my plan.

Admonition or Mistake

Unbelievable things happened yesterday. I couldn’t believe it even till last night. Something in my hand was missing. Something that under my control was stolen by unknown someone. How could be???

Cash in hand was stolen. Three days ago, I put the money by myself inside the drawer, and I was planning to submit those cash the following day. Due to submission of my assignment, I was unable to submit the cash therefore I postponed it into the next day again. But what happened. Before I submitting the cash, those already being stolen. So sad and disappointing. I was thinking that someone was joking to me. Until the next day, I realized that it was really missing.

Is this my mistake? Or admonition to me because I was being procrastinated person? Oh God, I hope it won be happened again. This is not the first time, I was involved in the same case.

TA vs AF

Hmmm…. love to the TA team make me cannot be apart from there. Even though the people inside are not really friendly as what it supposed to be, but I still love to be there. I can say that TA is the only one of my motivation why I like to stay in this country and did not go back to my own country.

But there is one problem which is my prior purpose why I come here. Study!!! Not to work or even contribute in any organisation. But what happened now?

Even though my mind  in study a bit blur and already lost of interest, but i cannot let it go like this. I have to something to sustain the remaining interest to be there. Yes have to do that.

I just plan to balance my work and study. Reduce the unnecessary activities which can make me tired and forget to study. Have to spend more hours in practicing homework, exercise of assignment, and do tutorial. Join any competition as well in order to challenge myself and force my brain into more sharp. Hmmm…sounds like so autocratic in leadership. But this one of my future !!!

Pending Task after Lab Test

Finally the training period is going to be finished. Left 2 more weeks. But still a lot of task havent done yet.

1. Question bank for Admin part

2. Certificate

3. Report for trainee performance

4. Report for overall training program

5. Presentation schedule and its marking scheme

6. Evaluation for lab test

7. Preparation of ISO Documentation for Mid Year Maintenance

8. Documenter movie

Hope I can finish it those before due date.